make sense? no

make sense? no 2014-02-26 23:07:00but what you're feeling is real. no doubt it hurts like hell, why else would you consider taking your life except to end the pain? thing is, once you start talking about the pain with someone, once you let them know, you can turn the corner towards healing. That's what happened with me. It didn't happen overnight, but it happened. As I said, I actually became suicidal. Never told anyone, always kept it secret. So are you saying to stop putting in an effort? -----------2014-02-26 23:06:24and wait to see if he tries? I actually laughed at your analogy.I don't think you're aware 2014-02-26 23:05:07You think someone will find your writings. They won't. Your writings do nothing but perpetuate your sickness. He's affectionate when I see him ----------2014-02-26 23:04:51and he always tells me that he has a good time. I just don't see him putting much of an effort in when I don't see him. Do you think that it's too early to talk to him about where it's going? I've only known him for three weeks.phiYeah, I'd agree, nice § 2014-02-26 23:04:38Seems like a lot of steps after that ---2014-02-26 23:04:35Is it possible I'm too depressed to kill myself? That... that would be like a masterpiece of patheticness.Appreciate your advice. ---------2014-02-26 23:02:59I think it's a conversation to have in person, but I know I won't see him in person unless I ask to. Sigh. I think I want to be talked *into* it ---2014-02-26 23:02:57I want someone to say, "Yeah, go ahead, it makes sense." Nobody's going to do that. eugI do look young, but... lucifuerst2014-02-26 23:01:47What confuses me... I wasn't rude or mean, so why be so brusque?I once had sex with a dog 2014-02-26 23:01:38boy mounted me and pounded away, it felt awesomeI'm aware. ---2014-02-26 23:01:17It's the way it should be.I had suicidal thoughts for about a 2 year 2014-02-26 23:00:46stretch in my life, and became suicidal. Damn near killed me. The fact that I can laugh about it today should tell you something. Not that it was silly, but that life really can turn around to the point where you want to live. I don't know. ---2014-02-26 22:59:02Maybe I'm afraid someone will talk me out of it.or maybe... ---2014-02-26 22:58:06i'm looking for permission to give up. And I know I'm not going to get it in the real world, so I have to keep asking in my secret world.That's good advice, but do you think that -------------2014-02-26 22:57:39I am at a point where I can tell him to be more proactive? We're not in a relationship. We're just dating and we've only known each other three weeks.Bingo. ---2014-02-26 22:57:05I ain't that hard a puzzle to anyone but myself.But he knows that I am looking for a serious ---------2014-02-26 22:56:07relationship. Don't you think he'd tell me that he's not interested? We talk about things we'll do in the future, he just is not good about setting up the dates. It's just what my brain does. ---2014-02-26 22:55:22Telling the bad thoughts to piss off just makes them more determined. So I let them do their little act and they get tired and slink away and I can trudge through the next few days without having to hear their horrid little hectoring for a bit.I have a secret blog where I post my ---2014-02-26 22:50:26suicidal thoughts. All the posts are private and password protected. I figure someone will find it after I'm gone. Or maybe before I'm gone and figure it out. I don't know why I do this, because it isn't rational at all. I guess it's better than letting the thoughts eat me alive or something. yeah, I know: get help.Dating advice needed -------2014-02-26 22:50:10I went on a first date with a man I like about three weeks ago. Since then, we have been on four dates and have slept over at each other's houses. He is 32 and I am a 28 yr old woman. Mostly, it's me texting him to see how he's doing and to see if he wants to get together. If I ask to see him, we'll have a date. He's very attentive and sweet when we're together, but when we're apart, he doesn't check in on me, or ask when I am free. I am worried that if I don't contact him, he won't bother to arrange to see me again. What do I do? eugWhere did the onenightstand go wrong? lucifuerst2014-02-26 22:49:31So I had an interesting experience the other night: hanging out at blairalley late after wow show and get picked up by this nice young lady and we mosey on back to her place after last call. After a little couching, she takes me by the hand and leads me to her room. We do exactly what you might expect. Cut to next morning: we're lounging in her bed chatting and things seem to be going well... kissy/cuddly agreeing to see each other again, etc. We figure out we've met before. Yadda yadda pillow talk. She asks me how old I am (38) and she doesn't believe me. I ask how old she is (is it still rude to ask after you've made the beast with two backs?), and she's 23. She doesn't freak out or anything, just wants to see my id. Cut to saying goodbye: complete with kiss. Walking down the street I realize I forgot something at her place, but figure whateves, it's a reason to go back, later. But I do send a text... she texts back a couple hours later about her lost wallet. It was at the bar. A couple days later I text back about getting together (as we had discussed) and she texts back: I'm not interested in dating you or ever seeing you again. That escalated quickly. I respond Fine, I just want my stuff back. She says she'll turn it in at the blairalley by the end of the week. End of Story. WTF happened? And before you start bros, I don't have a micropenis. Ok so I need help with the name, what should I § call_it?2014-02-26 22:47:34That's it, I'm starting a sperm fitness center 2014-02-26 22:46:11and just like gyms offer membership discounts right after New Years, I'm going to offer discount memberships right after Valentines DayOK. I feel better now. ---2014-02-26 22:41:42Maybe if I just don't spend any time looking at my dismantled computer I can manage to get through the rest of the night without freaking out.zits and huge pores! gnaughty2014-02-26 22:40:06probably some wrinkles I don't see since I lost my readers.hatI hear that. I guess I could revive it echoLecTk2014-02-26 22:39:28tommorrow or something. hatI participate, between the bullshit noise echoLecTk2014-02-26 22:38:04here. Sometimes it is fun; other times just the lamest trolling ever.hatis that it? echoLecTk2014-02-26 22:35:38I see why people quit for awhile.I always win at bridge § salacious_trump2014-02-26 22:35:26hatFine. ---2014-02-26 22:34:32I'll be the shitface too. I'll be your weak-spermed shitface. Anything to be of use to the world...

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