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catI blame someone that which I can not Donkey-Kong2013-09-30 01:47:53udder his name... catI'm about to sleep. *passes out* WooferDaSuperPooch2013-09-30 01:39:23 sjtWhat's up MOFOs... Donkey-Kong2013-09-30 01:24:59

I mean ROFO?! =) I've thought of every possible scenario. Shinygetter2013-09-30 01:13:04If there is one I missed, and it's used, I will be able to add one to my files.i skipped the beach this weekend and went to the closedforrenovatio2013-09-30 01:03:36park instead. full blown obsessing of him now which is bad, very, very bad. fb bad. what was funny and embarrassing was I was drinking fruit punch Gatorade and wound up with a mustache and stained teeth. I was talking to a couple on the bus who didn't say a word about my 'new' look. what did you do this weekend? the problem is in your elbow or wrist ArrrrrghPlus2013-09-30 01:01:44Look up Ulnar Nerve Entrapment. Mine was in my elbow. Took a few months of therapy to fix it, but I did manage to avoid surgery. If it's in your elbow, look up an A.R.T. therapist in your area. If it's in your wrist you might need a surgeon. Don't wait, get on it, get it fixed. You could permenantly lose function in your hand if you take too long.It's actually pretty easy to do ArrrrrghPlus2013-09-30 00:59:41I looked up how once upon a time. Fairly simple. It's not about disappearing, it's about making it too expensive for someone to find you, and that's very easy to do with just a bit of cash.* sigh* I wish he had never been born. § PeggyRizzo2013-09-30 00:55:54There are people who had enough info to know smashingbricks2013-09-30 00:45:26I'm not lying. I wish they weren't so quiet.lcrI'm sorry - I can't be - Trollerblading2013-09-30 00:42:23even the slightest bit tolerable ♫i've done that. § slidebyside2013-09-30 00:26:27As long as I had plenty of cigarettes, maybe. Shinygetter2013-09-30 00:25:14I tend to get all worked up when I don't know how to do something...Panicky, even. I grab a smoke, take a breath, and I feel calm and focused. What's that all about?I ran over a curb and smashingbricks2013-09-30 00:22:50the earth beneath me fell out.I ran out of choices faster than anyone ever. § smashingbricks2013-09-30 00:21:40Well I don't have an invisibility cloak § gonn2013-09-30 00:15:44While that's entertaining ArrrrrghPlus2013-09-30 00:08:33I hope they turn it into a go-go bar.even though you don't care that i do. § i_miss_you2013-09-29 23:55:20And the person I thought this was smashingbricks2013-09-29 23:52:06never ever manifested in real life while I cared, or after for that matter. No you dont understand. While I was at work. smashingbricks2013-09-29 23:46:06There were at least a few obvious instances where I was being tortured by people who only knew what I looked like and whatever someone opposed to me told them about me. I started to at least perceive that happening all the time. I'd get home and look at MC or RnR and somebody would post something only very vaguely and in a circumstantial way let me know they saw or heard about what happened to me. For example one morning I went in to McDonalds for breakfast and when my food was ready, there were teenagers who were talking shit about me amongst themselves, one of them decided to grab my food and act like he was checking it to make sure it wasn't his. I grabbed it out of his hands and said something like "fuck you you know whos this is" only what i actually said was less sensible because I was distraught, but the intended message got through. When I got home somebody posted an MC saying something like " I saw you at McD's acting tough for me, youre so cute " That kind of thing happened multiple times. Many, many times.I won't be 2013-09-29 23:44:44available much for awhile - talking with a friend elsewhere right now. I didn't want to leave you hanging though...k? I'll check back as soon as I can. ;) Goodnight and have a pleasant tomorrow Melvin_Beederman2013-09-29 23:44:15I just got here. Sorry I missed you. Catch you next time.You're very GreenOrGrey2013-09-29 23:41:19sensitive. I am too. Online posting, anywhere, is teaching me to hold my feelings in check, unless someone is actually reaching out for help, or they are offering me friendship or support. I'm learning to let everything else fall off to the wayside, as crap I could set out with the trash. sfoAnd its funny cuz up until tonight the smashingbricks2013-09-29 23:39:48agencies already being involved before i met that girl never occurred to me until tonight. All I knew is that somebody with many eyes and ears and lots of influence was fucking with me bad.sfo;) GreenOrGrey2013-09-29 23:38:12It's a chat forum...right? LOL I say Post Away! You still didn't answer my question PhoebeBuffet2013-09-29 23:37:46Should I let the breeze in? It's kinda hot in here.sfoFor like days in a row I would stress myself out smashingbricks2013-09-29 23:37:22into migraines. I mean I'd wake up on little sleep, go through my work days at Target or the place before feeling zombified, and then come home and chase trolls around on missed connections and try to berate somebody I felt was responsible into just talking to me to deal with the shit going on. I'd literally sit there until 4 am sometimes yelling at nobody who ever wanted to help me on the internet and just end up with a pounding head.unkit's not about "learning to cope." i HAVE coped, qatman_forever2013-09-29 23:35:57to whatever degree was possible. it's as simple as the world being a random, unfair place. yes, others had it bad or even worse, and some of them made it to a great place. some others, who DIDN'T have it as bad, are in a WORSE place than i am. there's no parallels. i have tried my best, and i haven't lucked out as far as my efforts counterbalancing my scars. it's life. it sucks.unk♥ ♥ ♥ GreenOrGrey2013-09-29 23:35:05I just replied. ;) Never a worry, k? unkkinda? PhoebeBuffet2013-09-29 23:34:36boy I don't know what "kinda" women you go for, but she's hot. I don't say I look like a mediocre girl to get labeled kinda. I'm hot and so is she.unkNeither did i § DeathOfChronos2013-09-29 23:34:35

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